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It’s like you’re screaming and no one can hear

You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important

That without them you feel like nothing

No one will ever understand how much it hurts

You feel hopeless

Like nothing can save you

But when it’s over and it’s gone

You almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back

So that you could have the good

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Job Interview

I don’t know why, but everytime before i have a job/internship interview, I always contemplate not showing up.

I go through what would happen: I decide not to go—> Interviewer gets pissed that I don’t show up—> I don’t care—> I apply for more jobs—> I arrange for a time to get interviewed—> I don’t show up

I don’t know why I think like this. I always do go to the interviews but I always have that moment of hesitation: “Should I or shouldn’t I?” I think I have this fear of not knowing how to respond to a question. Or that I’ll give a stupid response and want to kick myself after the interview.

Usually I worry for no reason. The interviews usually go well enough. Even if I didn’t end up getting the job, I know that it wasn’t because I totally blew the interview. It’s just that there are more qualified people than me.

Which is another thing! How can people expect you to have experience if no one will give you a job because of your lack of experience?? You have to start somewhere right? That is why you must be humble and accept whatever comes your way. You can always work your way up.

I remember this woman telling me that she used to be a stay-at-home mom but after all her kids left home, she had nothing to do. She had previous experience in retail and customer service so she took a job answering phones for some company. Fast forward however many years, and now she’s the VP at some bank. She started out at the bottom and worked her way up to the top. She started off getting paid like $6/hr. Inspiring.

The lady I interviewed with today told me about her husband who got his masters in counseling and wanted to be an MFT. He’s been looking for jobs but no one will hire him because his level of education is much higher than his level of experience. In grad school he only did the bare minimum and now no one will hire him. They expect that he’ll be ok and someone else will hire him because he has a high level of education. 

I don’t want that. I know that experience is everything. School doesn’t teach you how to BE something. That is something you have to learn on your own through experience.

Just spewing out some thoughts because I don’t want to study for my final.

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wellsbones:

lostinthepresent:

A letter from actress Zooey Deschanel to Vogue magazine.

 That’s one of the reasons i love Zooey Deschanel @therealzooeyd

wellsbones:

lostinthepresent:

A letter from actress Zooey Deschanel to Vogue magazine.

 That’s one of the reasons i love Zooey Deschanel @therealzooeyd

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i love this. and i love them. in real life and in the movie. i really need to watch this movie again.

i love this. and i love them. in real life and in the movie. i really need to watch this movie again.

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One day…

One day, I will be rich. I will be rich enough to support myself and my parents and we will never have to think about money problems again. I will be able to travel to wherever I want, whenever I want, and not have to consult anyone about how much it would cost. 

Why can’t one day be today? It seems too far from now. I feel so young and dependent and useless. I want to feel established and independent and successful. I hate having to always ask my parents for money when I know that they hardly have enough to support themselves. 

But there’s no point in crying over spilled milk right? 

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thatsnotmynamex:

fawnrose:


“Would you just stay with me?”
“Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we’re already fighting.”
“Well that’s what we do. We fight. You tell me when I’m being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you’re being a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I’m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a two-second rebound rate then you’re back doing the next pain in the ass thing.”
“So what?”
“So it’s not gonna be easy, it’s gonna be really hard, and we’re gonna have to work at this everyday but I wanna do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, everyday.”

thatsnotmynamex:

fawnrose:

“Would you just stay with me?”

“Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we’re already fighting.”

“Well that’s what we do. We fight. You tell me when I’m being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you’re being a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I’m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a two-second rebound rate then you’re back doing the next pain in the ass thing.”

“So what?”

“So it’s not gonna be easy, it’s gonna be really hard, and we’re gonna have to work at this everyday but I wanna do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, everyday.”

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What’s wrong here.

khatulan:

Try to find the error. It’s impossible. 


AAA 
BBB 
CCC 
DDD 
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FFF 
GGG 
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JJJ 
KKK 
LLL 
MMM 
NNN 
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PPP 
QQQ 
RRR 
SSS 
TTT 
UUU 
VVV 
WWW 
XXX 
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Did you know that 80% of UCSD students could not find the error above? Repost this with the title “what’s wrong here”, and when you click “post “, the answer will be really obvious.

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